There just isn’t too much to say about “Ostomy Thoughts”. As you saw in You’ve Got to be Kidding Me, I was not responding to the treatments I was being given and I was told to mentally prepare for surgery and an ostomy. When that doctor told me that, I shut down. I didn’t want to sleep or eat or do anything. I was fixated on everything that would change for the worse and I couldn’t think of anything that would change for the better. I may get my health back, but it would come at a cost I didn’t want to pay. All of it just made me so sad.